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Oh Yeah.

So, last week was fun. Had lab activity in Bio, which was okay, then we celebrated Mrs. Fecundo [my adviser]'s birthday, we had cake, and much fun.

 I was supposed to go Mass Feeding on the weekend, but I bailed because I felt that I would break down over there. So, mum took me shopping. a bunch of blank DVDs, new speakers, lots of shirts and a pair of shoes.

Went home, rested, then I dressed up for some Hot Chocolate. I went down, turns out my mum had somewhere to go, so she dropped me off in Gateway, I ordered a Venti Signature Hot Chocolate at Starbucks, and watched a movie.

 Then we went home together.

Sunday, I went to this huge mass over at Luneta, where they paraded  statues of the Virgin Mary. That was nice, although I got drizzled by rain.

 Monday, I woke up, with energy, but the day was dark, sadly. I felt pain in my throat when I drank water or any other drink that day. I went around Greenhills after school with Jessica, which was fun, since we thought GH was bombed :O But then, we realized there was just this big parade outside.

Went home, and had nothing for dinner, other than the spaghetti I bought when I was still in GH. I asked my mum to buy strepsils for me to heal my soar throat.

Today, I woke up, without any energy, from watching National Geographic's My Brilliant Brain the last night. I realized a lot about my sister's intentions with her son every time she would ask me to accompany him at extra-curricular activities, and I felt guilty.

Well, I felt so hot, even  with air conditioning, and I had no blanket over my body. I could feel my neck sweat.

yeah, so my mum made me stay home, to make sure. Breakfast was not a choice for me, I felt like I was suffocating, my throat too small or something. That eventually cleared up after a few more hours of sleep.

I realized that it was my mum's birthday, so I greeted her. I had big plans for today, I was going to buy a cake and flowers and everything, since its her big 5-0. She doesn't seem to care though, since we can't celebrate. So, I overdosed myself today with the medicine, [literally, so far no side-effects] but my throat feels alot better, and I can eat, although I still get that feeling of throwing it up after, the same one I've had for a long time now.

 I plant to take an entrance exam in Denmark, just to be sure. I just want more choices.

I'm living alone anyway, so its better to live alone somewhere safer right? It won't make much of a big difference, although I have more access to places. Ooohyeah. Although I dunno where I will live. Haha.

BILL KAULITZ is a guy from a band that I feel so different about. I love him in a different way. I just wanna meet him. Oh yeah, and I wanna learn german more than ever now. Although I always tend to use my danish accent in it, so I always have this sort of like "r" in it, instead of "sh" and "ch" and "hs" and such. Oh, and he's my header image.