I don’t feel well anymore
November 22, 2007I feel so… Off.
I don't know how to describe it. Its like I'm nervous, I can feel this funny feeling in my stomach, funny yet makes me uncomfortable. Its similar to anxiety and paranoia, although there's something different to it. Its a mix of every emotion I guess.
Its as if I can explode.
I don't feel like a kid anymore. I cook, I clean, I study, I do almost everything in this house but pay the bills.
During our time in the Computer Room during Lunch Break, we had an activity, where there was a paper on our backs with 2 columns, then we would write positive and negative things about each other. It was fun, yet I wanted more negative comments 
Its quarter to 9, and you're not home. Where are you? Yo u have my phone. I need white gulaman bars dammit. I'm making you go to the market early tomorrow and buy it for me.
I need something or someone that will make me happy. The thing is, I don't know what. I know what makes me sad or mad though, so, I need the opposite?
There's just something about Fridays that I dread. I don't like Fridays. I wanna go to sleep. I wanna rest already. The mere fact of being in a place, where mixed noises are made. there are 4 walls around you, dirt on the floor, laughing, screaming, whispering, crying, shouting people. I've gone mental.
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(can’t wait for the film.. december pa *pout*)
Happy Halloween!
