Birthday Week. [stress, confuzzion, joy and saddness]

October 12, 2007

Hmm. what happened on monday? My post before this was dated on Monday.

Wake up. Ooh! Purdy sunset. [I'll add up a pic HERE when I upload all my pics at the same time]

Well, I can't remember much of what happened this week. It was ordinary really, although most of our teachers had to attend Subject meetings so no teachers, which meant very noisy classroom. I choose to shut up, and I'm doing pretty good at it, well, I think.

Thursday. That was yesterday. In Biology, we were left with a seatwork. After Biology I had to head up to the Food Lab for Rainbow Catering Services. We cooked pizza.

Much fun, Jemmel tested me with mind teasers and Adrian and I were happy with the outcome of our pizzas. I was the host, and I was obviously unprepared. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAM! The birthday boy was adorable.

I had Food Tech right after. So, we also cooked pizza. Haha. I just moved around and chit chatted since our group was done with most of what my job needs to do. 

In Math, sir just told us stories while I collected money for our Merchant of Venice hand outs. Complete Chaos. I was really mixed up.

Music, no teacher. Seatwork on comparison of Japanese and Korean music.

After that, I rushed out the classroom so I could beat traffic to meet Tracie over at Bonifacio High Street. 

5PM. I go to both gates, no mum there.

5.10PM, I called up my mum. She was still at the office! Well, long story short, I came to the place 30 minutes late. Then, bonding with Tracie 'til 8.30.

Came home, internet, tv then bed.

 TODAY.

I wake up, rolled to the other side of the bed. looked outside. "OMFG. I'm 14." It still hasn't sunk in. 

No celebration. Mum cooked spaghetti and bico. And I attempted to bake cookies from pancake mix. NEVER TRY THAT AT HOME. -.-

 So, I was about to cry at a point since its like "I'm 14. Unhappy. Techie geek without much tech." I have fuckin friends online that I trust more than my RealLife friends. WhaTheHELL is going on in my life?!"

 Ooh Josh Groban's talky voice is cute. I totally love him. If only I had the cash to buy his album, or better yet, GO TO HIS CONCERT!

What was my mum's bday gift? The FOB concert. Other than that? 6 low-quality ponytail holders. Why low quality? Its already broken.

Many greeted me not only on my phone but online. Thanks to them. You all gave me a reason to smile. Yeah, I'm not smiling that often today, according to mum. [Well has she even seen my face since 1pm? :whatever:]

I know, someday, I will be happy, not just for a short while, but hopefully it will last long. I just need to find what will make me happy.

I heard this quote somewhere today, I think on MTv.:

"Your treasure has your heart. Now your goal in life is to find that treasure" 

Now I need to find my treasure.

Ahoy me matey!