Papa’s Death Anniversary
August 29, 2007Okay, so today is my dad's 7th death anniversary.
The fact that he's really gone just sank in yesterday evening. I mean, I always knew he was gone but when I began to think of everything that I wanted to experience with him, there is no one who can take his place in doing those things.
To clear up my thoughts, I wrote in my little brown book. Something I keep close to me. Coldplay and Brandon Flowers helped too. [listened to "Low" and "My List" ]
Well, yeah. Its sorta weird having this as my first official post here.
Well, today, was.. well, I can't find the words for it.
As soon as I woke up I had a sharp pain in my chest, that came every time I inhaled, and as I exhaled, the pain would be like a strain in my stomach.
It was a pain I never had felt before, it hurt so much that I actually wanted to cry.
Went to the clinic as soon as I found out they were open, gave me medicine and I sat down there for a while, the pain went away, but as soon as I walked up the stairs, it came back.
The pain was there for most of the day, and I really had a hard time breathing, especially during the end of Math class, my back was arched the whole time from writing, and I could eventually feel the pain at the middle of my back. Ahhhck, such pain, when did it stop? Surprisingly, the pain was gone during Leadership Training class! The pain is fully gone now, but I'm still scared if it will come back.
No classes for me tomorrow, well, our whole school [Greenhills Branch] since its San Juan's Pinaglabanan Day. So maybe I'll fill this blog up with posts. I dunno,.
(can’t wait for the film.. december pa *pout*)
Happy Halloween!
